Is like you're trying to send me or him a message. Something that tells me you want to be with him back. Gosh!!! I hate this feelings so much and I hate when all this came.
I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. As an adult and a woman, I feel what you feel but sometimes you're making me feel guilty by saying that I'm snatching someone's husband. We never asked for all this, he made his decision not to be with you after what you did to him. A million times I repeat, he's damn hurt when you did that to him. Now, he's leading a happy life and as if you're trying to snatch away my happiness with him. Why now?? Why you started to change or be nice to him now? Why?
Memories with you and him can't easily be erased, I understand that so much cos its been 4-5 years you with him. He's trying to forget about you but I know there' s certain time he do care about you. I can't blame him, I try to understand you both. I feel the pain and I'm crying inside. Allah knows better what/how I feel, I have to be more and more patience. I keep showing him all my fake smiles just to make him happy and see him smile. I can't bear to see him in pain or stress, I don't even care if he doesn't talked to me or he's mad at me, as long I cheer him up cos I love him so much.
I keep praying everyday that he will be happy and same goes to you with your loveones. I got no other intention to snatch or replace you and your besties.
Another comments that I saw is in this pic. What are you trying to say here?? Haiz...
I have lots of beautiful and lovely friends around me too. They care and concern about me like you & her. I will never replace them with anyone cos I love them soooo much. But my friends are not backstabber or love to disturb people's life. We just love making friends and all my friends are very very very nice people. Sorry if my words is too spicy for you.
As for you, the title "BESTFRIEND" between you and her will never be replaced. I've made my decision that I won't be in you or her "BESTFRIEND" list. So you don't have to worry cos I'm not the kind who like/love to snatch people's best friend/happiness.
I have my "BESTFRIEND" too.
And all this are friends/cousins/aunts/GFs who always be by my side.
Mondaysssss
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 5:16 PM
Just because of 1 comment, everything turn to be sucks!!!!!!
I hate Monday!!!!!
GET THAT?????????
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU *nothing to do with my BF*